Insert Chassis Albuquerque: The Writer Who Wanted To Go Back In Time But Changed His Mind.

The Writer Who Wanted To Go Back In Time But Changed His Mind.

The world spinning, feeling sick and shit but remembering everything, even if it's the last thing you wanted to do. They're gone and you're still stuck in this hangover fireball going through every moment ever spent with someone - analyzing, reanalyzing and reinventing all the best and worst moments again and again until the end. It was only natural he should write about what he knew best. Why, he could write them back to life, the story growing in his head he could make his father alive, his mother even more beautiful and his brother never exist to spare him any pain.
And if he could bend light he'd bend it until he was beautiful, surrounded by family, rather than this scar-reminder.
Words, goddammit, all he had were words.
And all this death.

He looked in his drink.
Image result for drink at barAnd then she breezed in the way some women can looking like summer when it was the middle of winter and he thought: Geez, lady, death? What care I for death when with you I can die in the arms of old age, happy.
"Whaddya want to drink, lady?" the barman said.
She looked around and pointed.
"I'll have what that drunk's having."
"Yeah...? You left your headlights on," the barman said, nodding out the window. It had begun to snow. She shrugged and sat down next to him.
"So - what you do?" she asked.
The barman slid her her drink across the counter top.
he said: "Me? I like going into book stores and asking if they’ve any of my books - which of course they don't, my books are only available as e-books online."
He took a drink of her drink.
"Sorry, thought it was mine..."
"You wanna go back to my place?" she asked. "If I'm going to have to go turn those headlights off I'm not coming back."
He shrugged, looked at his drink again, then looked outside. Then at her.
"I can fuck you in the toilets," he said.
"Sounds like a thing - let's go...! And bring those drinks...!"
Because sometimes that's all anyone wants, to fuck and maybe have a drink.